A friend recently mentioned seeing a positive change in my life. She's right. The
last ten months have been a season of shifting priorities, making intentional choices, and taking better care of myself. I'm still far from where I want to be, really far, but it was encouraging for someone else to say they'd noticed some results of the effort I've been making.
Yet in the midst of the forward progress, there are still struggles. Life is often two steps forward, one step back. Like the picture above, it's the juxtaposition of death and life, ugliness and beauty that we all face as we move through our days.
Insecurity. Failure. Anxiety. Grief.
I wrestle with those things regularly, more now than I ever have before. It's discouraging and I hate the inappropriate ways I deal with them.
But God, in his goodness, created people who write beautiful music and pen lyrics that speak to the various things we feel in life. I have a playlist on Spotify I call
"When Life Stinks" that's filled with songs I listen to when I'm down, ones that validate how I feel while pointing me out of whatever funk I'm in, but the following songs (or snippets of songs, as the case may be) are the ones that have come to mind a lot lately. They remind me that I'm fully known by God, even when I don't feel comfortable sharing my thoughts and feelings with anyone else; that he loves me in the middle of the mess my life can be; that the truth of who I am rests in who he is so I don't need to beat myself up over my shortcomings.
He Made Me, He Loves Me by Ben & Noelle Kilgore on A Resting Place
(Complete lyrics
here and video
here.)
He made me
He loves me
He knows all my story
He Knows My Name by Tommy Walker on Never Gonna Stop
(Complete lyrics
here and video
here.)
He knows my name
He knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls
And he hears me when I call
Here's My Heart by Lauren Daigle on How Can It Be
(Complete lyrics
here and video
here.)
Here's my heart, Lord
Here's my heart, Lord
Here's my heart, Lord
Speak what is true
I am found, I am yours
I am loved, I'm made pure
I have life, I can breathe
I am healed, I am free
I hope those words encourage some of you today!
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